Your Disguise

Why play these games

Why pretend you don’t my name

I know you know me

I know you remember my name

You are not the person I used to know

You have changed you talk so slow

Some days you are good

Others you’re just doing the best you could

I wish if I could get this one wish granted

Would for your agony to end

For this silence and pain you’re going through

To leave you and act like lets pretend

Let’s pretend this is not real

Let’s pretend like you are the person you were once before

Not the one now trying to escape out the door

Or in the corner crying on the floor

It easy looking from the outside in

You are sitting there looking at me with a huge smile a grin

But could anyone imagine what you are going through

Could anyone imagine the life you have to struggle through?

Time is a healer

You will get better they say

No ones knows if this is true

Something’s just don’t go away

I like to turn to you and hope you will recognise me

I know this is alright for now

As you can still do this beside me

Follow me and imitate me

You try to these things on your own

But sometimes you feel all alone

The lost look it in your eyes

The empty stare you can not disguise

So for today we won’t worry

About what the future might bring

For now I will enjoy

Your wonderful smile and your cheeky grin