#onekinddeed

As i write this i am inspired by the people who make me smile and add that little extra to my life everyday. Going to work for many of us is a trial. Something we may not want to do but has to be done no matter how much we like or don't like it. As i work in retail food industry every day is different i can honestly say no day is the same as the next. Today Maria Duffy has inspired us all to trend on twitter for #onekinddeed. I think this is a great idea for us all to come together and share our thoughts.

In my job i get to meet some really great people and sometimes the lather. I often don't feel like the may west and smiling is apart of my job but i can honestly say its easy for me. People are my inspiration and they make my job all the more interesting. It is my job to make sure the customer is getting the best service possible which i do to the best of my ability. I find there is always those certain customers who take the time to thank you and tell you how much you do for them. For instance yesterday a man told me that it was a pleasure for me to serve him. This may seem insignificant to some but i felt like he hit my heart with his words#onekinddeed. Often other people have more of an effect on me than i seem to have on them. With out their wonderful positive thinking and smiling faces how could i see the impact we all have on each other.

Sometimes the simple things in life can mean the most to others and ourselves. Each person has an effect on the next. We don't always want to smile or feel like we can make a change, but all our actions bring about change. Some people just want to be served while others love to have a chat. I feel connected to my customers and feel like a have that bond with them.  It is my pleasure to be as much apart of their lives as they are mine. I laugh and some times i feel like crying with what i hear. Children are so funny i have some great chats with them and now they are back to school. They just love to chat away what teachers they have and their favorite and not so subjects.  Mammy stories are the ones i relate to most. I often get mistaken for not having children. The lines you wouldn't understand what its like to have children. As a mum of a 20 yr old son a daughter 15yrs and daughter who is 10 yrs old i do understand how hard it can be. onekinddeed

I get told i am to young to have a son that age but when all my friends were living i was having a baby. My
friends were in school and partying i was doing nappy changes and bottle feeds. They were staying up all night having the laugh. I was up all night trying to get his wind up trying to see the funny side crying myself . It was all worth it he is in college now and doing so well. I am proud of who is and who he has become. Just goes to show what you put in you get out. All my children are my inspiration and my reason for getting up every morning. I laugh everyday because of them. I never sit still but i wouldn't have it any other way.

Life is not always easy or the way we want it. But the people that we have in our lives make all the difference. You have choices in life. Sometimes we are forced to choose i can honestly say i have lived through choices i never wanted to make. onekinddeed

So as you do step out today think of how you make a difference to others and how they do the same to you.

The simple deeds make the world of a difference.

Torn

Waiting for something
for that voice to fill the air
sometimes there are mysteries
we should not open up
or do we care

Each rock she crossed
was met with each heart beat
slow thinking thoughts
so discreet

Lightening bolts
shook her up inside
lifting her up
she was made of tough stuff

Each edge of her mind
felt so rough
like it had been brushed away
pushed to its limits

As shadows of the past
filled her memories
she knew this would brake her
if she did not let go

With the moon as her light
shinning down on her silky soft skin
As salty tears
tore her from within

Walking along
with the past finally left behind
she knew all along
she must of been blind

Knowing now
what she did not know then
changed her view
of all men

They are not all the same
some have a game
but he was the one
that never called out her name

Teasing Curls

With soft breath 

she kissed him slowly 

often he wanted her to do it more 

wanting her to explore even more 

standing in the lake 

all to bare 

him and her 

they just did not care 

this was their adventure 

leaving all 

this was their dare 

letting it all out 

out in the open 

in the middle of no where 

His shy eyes 

drew her closer 

she loved how vulnerable he felt 

his quite smile 

took over 

her silent words 

Lasting impressions

viewing each others expressions

teasing curls 

hung on her shoulders 

His fingers 

played with them 

as she pushed herself closer 

lips tied in 

oh he was her deadly sin

Planting ponds 

of waterfalls way 

silence filled the air 

on that warm sunshine day 

Knowing she was the one for him

he held her more closely 

in his mind within

looking at her face 

gave him all his pleasure 

her smile took over 

she was his treasure 

Lost in Time

With eyes red and tired
body dragging along
fire in his breath
nearly there just not yet

Blood running fast through his veins
people pass by
he still does not complain
no one knows his name

Torture is his life
isolation is his island of living
loneliness is state of forgiving
shyness is his expression of his knife

Look through his glass
only half full
mind set thoughts
oh aches are washed away so dull

Lost in space
lost in time
vulnerability
is his crime

Words they just wont come
beating heart
in his casket
unsung drums

Thumping of loving
somewhere else
not his own
lost in memories
Better to his self

Hear his call
he wants it all
less of effort
one man against the wall
left hopeless
in a time
where he once stood tall  

Growing Up

Oh waking up to a wonderful day
all that needs to be done
school starts back tomorrow
my body is tired
feels like a worn out marrow

Running around like a wild one
hope to wake up on time
set the alarm clock
the rush is on again

Children stressed out
over not having enough
coloring pens
Off to work the good gentlemen

Smell of the toast and the hot tea
children and everyone
rushing by me
summer is gone
weather is getting cold
oh my goodness
i feel very old

Writing down the list of the last few bit and bobs
wondering is there anything left for me in the shops
the race is on to find all i can
i need an industrial cooler a massive big fan

To cool me down and calm me down
i must not stand still
give me something for my nerves
or least something to help me stand still

Off she will go another start of a year
growing up so fast
the daughter i hold so dear
where does time go
my baby is growing up fast
she always makes me laugh
we surely have a blast

So as tomorrow draws closer
she will wave goodbye to me
she wont let me hug her in public
or even sit on my knee
all grown up now
she is independent sure enough
by tomorrow evening i will be out of puff

Two women

Two women friends had gone out for a Girls Night Out, and had been decidedly over-enthusiastic on the cocktails. Incredibly drunk and walking home they suddenly realized they both needed to pee. They were very near a graveyard and one of them suggested they do their business behind a headstone or something. The first woman had nothing to wipe with so she took off her panties, used them and threw t

hem away. Her friend however was wearing an expensive underwear set and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky enough to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on a grave and proceeded to wipe herself with it. After finishing, they made their way home.

The next day the first woman's husband phones the other husband and said, "These damn girls nights out have got to stop. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing," said the other. "Mine came back with a sympathy card stuck between the cheeks of her butt that said, 'From all of us at the Fire Station, We'll never forget you!'

Please officer

A DEA officer stopped at our farm yesterday "I need to inspect your farm for illegal growing drugs." 

I said "Okay , but don't go in that field over there.....", 

The DEA officer verbally exploded saying, " Mister, I have the authority of the Federal Government with me!" Reaching into his rear pants pocket, the arrogant officer removed his badge and shoved it in my face. "See this fucking badge?! This badge means I am allowed to go wherever I wish.... On any land !! No questions asked or answers given!! Have I made myself clear?.... do you understand?!!"

I nodded politely, apologized, and went about my chores. A short time later, I heard loud screams, looked up, and saw the DEA officer running for his life, being chased by my big old mean bull...... With every step the bull was gaining ground on the officer, and it seemed likely that he'd sure enough get gored before he reached safety. The officer was clearly terrified.

I threw down my tools, ran to the fence and yelled at the top of my lungs.....

"Your badge, show him your fucking BADGE

Whispering Silence

Calling out her name
was the start of the game
he once felt nothing
but now his open heart was to blame

Leaving an impression on him
she left silence
filling his stare
as breathless air
filled the sunshine air

Her eyes looking back
removed the void in his once torn heart
he now had himself
his confidence he was getting back on track

Holding her picture
deep within his fingers tips
he longed for her beauty
for her loving lips

Not knowing all that was
waiting for her
she had no idea
he felt this way
she did not know
what was about to occur

With every thump of her beating heart
with every flutter
she knew what she fought
letting his light in
smoldering smile
body so fine

Beating his drum
she did follow his flow
come and dance
his words did call
she fell for him she did fall

Fantasy

With his loving eyes
looking on at her
holding her picture
he loved her lips
wanting them to touch his

She did not know
that he felt this way for her
she did not know
what was about to occur

Lying awake
he imagined what he would
like to do with her
he even wanted her more

Her eyes staring back at him
his mouth watering lips
longed to hold her hands
to touch her finger tips

Forbidden fruit
this was her soul
if only she knew
she could have it all

His lines that portrayed
such a gentle man
his eyes so mysterious
his body god damn

Oh she certainly had him
she had his attention
this he knew
he loved it all

Giving off scents
of lust
giving off a path of hope
for her to follow

one day maybe
she would learn to swallow
all that he had to give
until then both of their lives they did live

Smiling back he replied
again and again
her loving eyes they smiled
fantasy was her ride

Hour Glass

When she least expected it
there he fell
out of no where
who could tell

Like a paper airplane
he fell so slow
into her life
he did show

All around her colour everywhere
loving eyes they did stare
as he bit his lip slightly
his shy eyes looked at hers
he knew he was all that there was
she knew he was her cause

As the soft breeze
moved the sheets of tall grass
he grabbed her delicate body
with hands around her hour glass

As both of their bodies
brushed off one another
she knew he was her kind
of forever lover

He took hold of her
as he lay her at the side
of the woven bank
he took her all
he left her mind blank

No noise filled the air
her fast beating heart
was all they both
could hear

Her eyes taking glimpses
of soft cotton clouds
as he softly kissed her
away her from her head
down to her toes

Where he lies

Past out

Letting out a shout

Scared deep with in

Not knowing where he will sleep

Or find his gin

Sleeping underneath

An apartment block

Sheltered from the world

Not knowing the time

Has no clock

As life goes on

All around him

Others look on

Feeling sorry for him

As he wonders around

In the still of the night

Looking for food

To fill his hunger

Not wanting to give

Into his fight

Rubbing his worn tired eyes

This is a man in disguise

Running from who he once was

Now unable to provide

The life he once had

As he soaks up the sun

People can look

And judge him where he lays

But knowing this could happen

To anyone anyday

Sometimes in life

Circumstances come about

Some we can control

Some can take us out

Trying to understand him

As he spoke his gentle words

While watching people walk past

Free as flying birds

This is where he stays

This is where he lays

This is his home tonight

Who are we to judge his life 

Remember him When

Breathe in slow

Talk and let go

Understand

Hold his hand

Do not let him walk away

Like a isolated man

What hurts the most

Is watching him slip

Through the cracks

He can’t find his way back

As he moves further away

Gravity takes away all his tracks

Holding his hand out

Cannot hear him

As he shouts

Let him hear you

Closed eyes looking on

Knowing the day will come

That you will be both one

Smoothing away the past

Never wanting to relive

All that happened then

Never let him walk away

Write it with your pen

Filling out emotions

Of how you must feel

Remember you’re only a person

You’re not made of steel

Look Out

What would change his mind

Was it me or was he blind

Could he not of seen

All that i done

He ran so fast

I wanted to wrap the bottle in around my lips

He wanted to slip through my finger tips

I told him i got a bargain

When i went to the shops

He thought that i was mad

He tried to ring the cops

He was like a different person

Like nothing i had seen before

When suddenly a knock

Slamming on the door

He was brave and strong he opened it up

And to his surprise

A hairy angry bear

I walked away and said oh dear 

Forest of Pleasure

With waterfalls of imagination

Running through her thoughts

She wanted him underneath them

Shifting her silky worn cloth

As rocks gave them a seat

To rest their love

Staring into each other’s eyes

Lovingly she wore her gloves

Taking them off one at a time

As he held her close

Their lives combined

Touching her lips

With his soft subtle kiss

She pushed herself closer

Wanting even more

Throwing her hair back

He could not ignore

Dipping his foot into the water

He pulled her in along with him

Their bodies wet

Longing for what was coming

But had not happened yet

Holding her closely even more now

Sharing how he felt

Someway somehow

Her eyes looked up to the sky above

His were closed

As he really felt their love

Not wanting this moment to ever end

His wondering hands

Drove her wild

He smiled

Knowing that he had giving her

Some of his pleasure

As they lay on the edge of

The forest of treasure

Rustling Muse

As eyes would look to him

He knew they were waiting for a clue

A hint of impression

A hope of expression

Sitting waiting

For words

That may never come

As they hold their silence

And days on the run

Shifting lashes

Flicking back

Arms of honour

Chasing along the old dirt track

As each step

Was opened

To his closed off heart

Not knowing that it was her

That he loved from the start

Like a flower that withers

Without rain on its leafs

Like a ocean of no fish

No dreams no seas

With shrugged shoulders in place

Refusing to come forward

He typed up his last heartfelt word

To her he expressed all that he felt

Hearing this did make her ice heart melt

Road of Lust

Oh gentle road

Beneath my feet

Leave my foot prints

Worn so sweet

As happiness fills me up inside

Feeling like im floating

Like i could glide

As words fall from my tongue

Knowing just where they belong

To my favourite song

Sea air hits my senses

Every time every where

Waves crash

Sand is pushed back

As my gentle frame

Is looking up

Into his eyes

A man of mystery

A man in disguise

Feeling his skin

Touching mine

Oh my goodness

He is so fine

As his strong embrace

Covers my face

As his lips

Touch mine

Is it me talking or is it the wine

With fingers

In a strong hold

Life opens up

Life unfolds

So catching his look

As i look back

One day he will

Share this time we can get back

Touch

Oh little cloud of mystery

Lay your sweet head on me

Follow my words

As they flow from my lips

Hold my hand by my finger tips

Smile as there is no one there

Smile so much

Laugh like you don’t care

Hear your laughter

Feel your emotion

Knowing that someone is your love potion

Whispers of their silence

May be what you need

Try to follow your instincts

Watching you both grow from a seed

Placing hands

And trust in one another

Let him fall

Down on your knees

Feeling your touch

From deep within

Its love he has for you

Let her

Let him in

As the night falls

As emotions are flawed

Gentle softness

As his voice calls 

Lifting him Up

Sounds like goodbye

Tears in his eyes

Never ever felt her love

Never ever felt romance

As she went left him

With a broken heart

He loved all along from the start

She just pulled his love along

As if he had done wrong

Whats love got to do with it

Played in the back ground

With every lyric

He felt his heart pound

He looked out through

A dusty window

As life passed by him

He just stood still

With an empty look in his eye

As she passed by

No not her

Another lady

Who he knew before

Then she came up and knocked on his door

He did not know what to do

He hadn’t got a clue

Look at me in my worn out self

Im like a book of no importance

Hidden away on a shelf

She knocked hard

She wasn’t going away

I know your in there

She began to shout his way

Right he said

I will open up the door

As he did

He asked what brings you to me

She said i just can’t ignore

He let her in

And from that day on

She and him

Did live a life

With no loneliness

Only two hearts combined and strong

Look in her Eyes

With all of the colours

Running through her veins

Her circle seemed to spread

Even more wider

There was nowhere to hide

Sharpening pathways

Open up for her pleasure

Offering all

For him to measure

Running and calling out her name

Wild was her heart

She loved to play his game

Shouting out

In the open plain

Come and find me

He said

As he came up from behind

Covering her eyes

To her surprise

As he turned her

To catch the glint in her eyes

His once running heart

Did fall way to far

He wore his words

So much on his sleeve

He loved her so much

Like you wouldn’t believe

Wanting every breath he took

To be the same as hers

But as his hands

Reached out for her

She just took

Walking away with a different look

Blowing Back

Blowing purple back

Into the evening sky

Shutting up both his eyes

As his lips grasped the love

Off they went

Like free flying white doves

First one

And then another

Dancing along

He had said goodbye to

All of his bother

As he lay down

He could feel the ground

Like his blanket of the day

Sheltering his self

Were cream long stems of corn

Barely a breath

Barely a cloud

He could feel the dust falling

Over him like a crowd

With a piece of whistling grass

Pressed in between

He blew as hard as he could

To hear it tune and its screams

As the juice of its flavour

Fell from his lips

Her image before him

Her curvy silhouette hips

I was looking for you

Were you he said

I have been here all along

Playing our songs

As his words

Fell slowly from his lips

His hands grabbed both of her hands

As he pushed them around his shoulders

His muscle ripped boulders  

Follow your Heart

When the noise is around you

When night closes in

Feel your courage

To rest within

Follow your heart

Follow your dreams

Feeling each beat

Whispering of shallow streams

Use your intuition

Use your knowledge

Do what you know

Let your mind relax

Just go with the flow

Hold onto those

Who hold you near

Let them in

Don’t have any fear

They will be there for you

In the good times and the bad

They will lift you up

In times of glad and sad

Looking into their eyes

You see yours looking back

Their smile fills you up

Keeping you on track

Glowing Inside

Sometimes in life

We get treated with kid gloves

We cannot appreciate them at the time

We are like free flying doves

Reading quotes from a book

Oh which one will teach me today

Which one will come my way

Truth is they will guide you

But at the end of the day

You are your own voice

Come what may

Listen closely to yourself

Believe in who you are

Believe in who you can be

Teaching yourself the inner way

On how your life should be

Grab the things you want

Take life by the horns

Reach for the things you wish for

Realise you’re the lucky charm

Riding through rising waves

Pushing the past into the past

Learn to live your life

Know what is important to you

Do what you feel is right

Don’t walk in other peoples shadows

Bring your own one along

Dance to your own tune

Sing your own song

Walk in your own shoes

Don’t try fit into those

That do not fit

You have what you have

You carry a good heart

That remains well lit

Suddenly

Knowing that something was not quite right

My instincts told me not to leave it to long

Go get it checked

When the doctor told us

What was wrong

I got a fright

You were just so small

You felt the pain and all

Running around

Made harder

We thought maybe you

Must have had a fall

First doctor said it was one of two things

The specialist confirmed

And pulled on our heart strings

You were in hospital that night

Operated on the next morning

Kissing your cheek

My eyes were bawling

You were brave

You did your best

Having you as a daughter

We know we are blessed

A hip that was saved by a screw

Inserted into a socket

You’re now on the mend

We are stuck to you

Like glue

Fighting back

When you move it hurts and cracks

One day it may come out

We hope that it will be okay